The Science of Jessica

This is a Facebook group, and probably one of the stupidest ones out there. I just had a discussion with one of my friends the other day about how ridiculous and demeaning stuff like this is. Why would you call your FRIENDS something that other people call them as an insult? Why would you think calling each other this makes ya’ll “true friends”? If anything it’s a clear sign that you need to GROW UP, reassess how good of friends you actually are, and ya know, clean up your language a bit.

This group wouldn’t bother me so much … if people I know weren’t joining it left and right. Ughh. 

most times that isn’t the case.

write much about my trip to NYC, buttt:

Food, Clothes, souvenirs: 500$  
Plane ticket to NYC: 300$
Shows: 50$
Being with two of my best friends in the most wonderful city: Priceless.

I’m so in love with NYC, and with FIT. I’m definitely going to try and transfer out there. It’s a place that I felt completely at home.

Why stay?
Why stay?
So steadfast and stolid
And stoic and solid 
for day after every day
Why stay?
Why stay?
Why not simply give in
and get on with living
cause everyone knows you tried
but somehow, something died on the way
So tell me why you stay
Why stay?
Why stay?
Enduring and coping and hurting and Hoping for day after fucking day 
Why stay?
Why stay?
Why not simply end it 
We’d all comprehend it
and most of the world would say he’s better off that way
to be free
and maybe so is she

Thank you, for finally letting me go <3

and sometimes I feel too full.

I am the one who loved you.

I am the one who stayed.

I am the one,

and you walked away …